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ashes_is_alice
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Interests: Alice in Wonderland, techno, trance, house, darkwave, colors, patterns, Euphoria, seeking ______, writing, analyzing, striving, planning, sexual health, opinions, debate, Oofen, fashion, tall shoes, corsets, philosophy, art, avoiding confrontation, plucking eyebrows, painting, reading, fingernails, hands, arms, limbs, baths in the dark in water filled with glow sticks, storms, dutiful toot finders, walking, differing ideas, beauty, music.
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Member Since:
1/12/2005
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| Alot of things have changed. Oofen is living with me now, he's working with a friend of my dad's watching her husband, prom was beautiful....and uh, yeah...there's a lot going on and I have to go to work, but stuff is pretty cool. =) | | |
| I’ve been on a pretty hard diet since April 13th. Well, I mean, it is proving difficult for me because I made it specifically for me....there are only three rules pertaining to foods: No fried foods, of any kind, no cheese, and no ice cream...at all. These will prove hard because the foods I eat are typically one or a combination of those three. (Gross, I know, right?) I didn’t realize HOW MUCH they were a part of my diet until I started.
So, school is almost out and I realize that I have made some really good friends, but I have not found any type of fufillment in photography. It makes me so frustrated. I feel like this was my time to really really push myself and here I am just donk-assing around because I have a job and three other classes that are more demanding than I imagined. I just wish I had the energy like some of my peers to work, school, create, and love. Creativity has been set on the back burner for a while. It makes me depressed, but Oofen, school, and work come first. I’m working on my collage though. I hope it turns out okay. I did a really pretty 13 X 19 of Ana on watercolor paper yesterday. =)
I spent the night with Oofen last night. I fall asleep too early. It is so great to wake up to those blinking blue eyes in the morning. I’m going to seriously hurt myself on that pole, though. Kayleigh got me flipped upside down and even my toes were squeezing on for dear life.
We’re reading Hamlet in English...I really respect Shakespeare now.
Ugh. So hungry AND tired. I was supposed to go grocery shopping today but I had no one to go with until late when Anna showed up. Tomorrow I have to go grocery shopping, get Oofen’s tux, and work 5 to Close. | | |
| My prom dress....unfortunately, the picture does it absolutely no justice.
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| You know, I am a nerd. I admit it. I like school...sometimes, and I was looking forward to today to see everyone and celebrate having only 8 weeks left this year and 26 weeks left my entire time in high school. About second period my stomach started hurting and I looked sick enough for other people to notice. Determined to stay because I didn't want to miss anything important on the first day, I tried to ignore it and continue. My teacher kept asking if I wanted to go to the office and I kept refusing. Then, it hit. I quickly said, "Yes, send an administrator....I'm going to go puke now." I barely made it into the bathroom before I started retching...dry heaves. Argh! I HATE dry heaving. No relief and all pain. So, I went home and everyone kept asking if I was okay to drive. I came in the door and I fell asleep and I just woke up.
So, no, I was not skipping today. | | |
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